The Apologetics Behind Why I'm No Longer Apologetic

Okay, so first things first. I recognize that the title stretches, if not completely misuses, the meaning of apologetics, but what can I say I was trying to be creative.

Lately, I have been yearning for something to write about. But I have had nothing to say. Nothing to talk about. No point to be made.

Lately, I have also had it brought to my attention how much I say the word "sorry". I am so apologetic for who I am. Why? Why do I feel the need to apologize for almost everything I do?

So I decided to create this blog. "I'm Not Sorry Charlie". My only point to this blog is to dapple with being sorry. I don't really have an end goal along the lines of "I want to quit saying sorry by the end of 30 days" or any thing of that manner. I only wish to explore. Why do I apologize so much? Is it healthy? What am I apologizing for? Can I last a day without saying sorry. If I go a day without saying sorry what kind of impact will that have on others? What kind of impact will that have one me? How many others suffer with apologizing for everything in the way that I do? What do others think? How do others view my apologetic nature? When I apologize am I really getting across what I want to get across, or am I projecting a whole different idea?

I am sorry if this blog bores you. I'm sorry if this blog has no meaning to you at all. [there I am apologizing again] In fact, it might be pointless. There may be no conclusion to this journey. It may amount to nothing. But I'm not in this for personal glory. I don't even care if anyone reads this. I'm just exploring. I would be beyond blessed if anyone got anything out of this, but that is not my goal. My goal is exploration. 

Well, here we go.




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